Megan Quinn has been a neonatal intensive care nurse for the past 10 years and recently completed her doctorate in nursing at the University of Arizona. She is currently continuing her journey by teaching and pursuing research at Oregon Health Sciences University in Portland as an Assistant Professor of Nursing.

Tell us about a “failure” or challenge that taught you something valuable.

A mentor once told me that graduate school is essentially a long seminar in how to accept failure. I have more stories than I can count about rejected research grant proposals and manuscripts littered with harsh reviewer comments after months of work, papers returned for yet another round of meticulous editing, writing the 10th apology for a missed deadline in a week. There’s nothing special about me – I hate to fail as much as anyone else! But these experiences continue to remind me that there is always something to be learned from failure. If you can’t see a lesson right away, be open to growing into realizing it; sometimes the sting and consequence of failure overpowers what you can learn, and time may change both perspective and outcome. Granting grace to ourselves and others can help change our feeling about failure from dread to determination!

Share with us an ASA moment or memory that always brings a smile to your face.

While I have many happy memories of my time at ASA, the thing that makes me happiest is the feeling of being surrounded by music, a background hum of melody and harmony, sometimes practiced and purposeful, sometimes sporadic and experimental, but always there. I find I miss that feeling more and more!

Creative thinking. Leading. Being globally minded. Which of these resonate with you or remind you of something you learned from ASA, and why?  

In a future with more computing power than ever before, the human mind’s capacity for creativity both drives innovation and nurtures what makes us human. Creative thinking promotes problem-solving and is essential no matter which path or profession we follow. More and more I hear people talking about “rediscovering” their creative side because it was never fostered in them or life challenges have forced creativity to the side. As an ASA student I felt that creative and critical thinking was the foundation of all our classes, not just the arts, so it became part of the way we experienced and thought about the world and interacted with others, much to our benefit. 

Give us your best lesson in resilience during these unusual 2020 times.

I’ve learned the most about resilience from the families I care for, and my advice is not novel: do what you can, when you can, with what you have. Some days others will have more to give than you will, and some days you will carry others. Resilience requires self-awareness of your own strengths and weaknesses, understanding what you can do well for yourself and others, and where you might need to ask for help; do both and you’ll be doing your best to make it through to happier times.

How did ASA’s “Arts + Smarts” combination help shape where you are today in life?

The nursing profession was a natural fit for me after being instilled with ASA’s mission. The need for understanding science and evidence while also being adept at communication, collaboration, and compassionate healing is the core of nursing philosophy. 

What’s your message to current ASA students?

Learn everything, including yourself. Find the things in life that give you joy and meaning, the things that you are drawn to, and explore them with an open heart and mind. Your communities, both current and future, need you to be a part of them!

Cameron Amandus grew up in Phoenix, but for the last four years he has been performing in concerts and musicals both off and on Broadway in New York City.

Tell us about a “failure” or challenge that taught you something valuable.

I actually auditioned for Lion King three separate times, and after multiple callbacks, I was basically told I wasn’t quite right for the job. The first time I went in for the tour of the show, I was called back in three times before I was told “no.” Then went in again a few months later, auditioned for the same person, and he barely even looked up. I wracked my brain trying to think what I did wrong, or what I could have changed, but I had to assume I just wasn’t a good fit. But over a year later, I was asked to come audition again for the same role as before, but this time on Broadway, during the busiest two weeks of a different show I joined last minute. While rehearsing from 10am-10pm, I went to audition for Lion King on my lunch breaks, five times over the course of two weeks. I had no time to think about “if I was good enough,” or “if they liked what I was doing.” I had to trust myself and focus on the work. I was told “no” twice before, but I chose to focus on the voice inside of me telling me “yes,” and I did what, at the core of me, I know how to do.

I’ve talked to my castmates about my audition story and learned for a lot of them they had tried out for the show five times, eight times; one person even tried out 12 times before they got the job. I look around at all of the incredible artists I work with and I would never have guessed. This experience forced me to remember that it’s not the job, not the title, and not the status that makes you your best self, but it’s your mindset. I was the same performer before I got the show and I will be the same performer, if not better, afterwards. I learned that I have to trust that I have it in me, even if others don’t see it yet. Other people may be late, but I can be the very first person telling myself I can, until everyone else catches up.

Share with us an ASA moment or memory that always brings a smile to your face.

The Disneyland trip was always such a highlight for me at ASA. The ability to spend a whole day in the park with your friends was such a gift. But of the two times I was able to go, the second one was extra special. While getting off of the Matterhorn, someone working for the parks gifted us special glow in the dark Mickey hats. We thought that was lucky enough, but we later found out it meant we were chosen to receive “one special wish” from the park. Whatever we wanted to do, they would try and make it happen. At the time, The Pirates of the Caribbean had just updated their ride for the new movie, so it was the busiest attraction in the park, and we wanted to ride it. In minutes, we were being ushered past the endless line, straight to the front, where we were able to get on immediately and were even allowed to ride it twice! It was a magical day in the magical Kingdom, and helped foster a bond with the friend group I still have to this day.

Creative thinking. Leading. Being globally minded. Which of these resonate with you or remind you of something you learned from ASA, and why?  

It’s hard to just choose one component, because all three were at the forefront of how to approach challenges at ASA. By the time we were juniors and seniors, the big projects that we did in school had to be reflective of ourselves, our own personal journeys, and the world around us. Senior year, I worked with my friend group on a project to try and re-instill an arts program into a low-income school in the area that had lost theirs. We raised money through fundraisers and did all we could as high school students to try and make a difference in the community that was around us. It became less about grades and more about what kind of impact we could have on kids who weren’t afforded the same opportunities that we were. We had to think creatively, we had to expand our mindsets, but more than anything we had to be leaders for the sake of others, even when we were learning ourselves. Though not a long-term solution, we were able to afford them some means to keep arts in their curriculum at that time and worked to pair them with organizations who could continue the work we started.

What was an “a-ha” moment with an ASA teacher?

At ASA, I spent a lot of my time in choir. I grew up singing for almost my entire life, but as I advanced into the higher leveled choirs at school, I was pushed to become a better musician. What stands out to me the most was the fact that even though I love to sing, and I loved choir, I still wasn’t giving it my all. My “A-ha” moment came from Dr. Craig Westendorf, who told me time and time again to “take myself seriously.” My assignments were fine, and I was getting by, but he saw I could do so much more and wouldn’t let me slack. Even though I wasn’t as thankful for it then as I am now, since then, I have always asked myself that question. It reminds me to honor the best of myself and makes me more aware of how I approach everything in my life.

Give us your best lesson in resilience during these unusual 2020 times.

At the end of the day, when no one else is around, you are left with yourself. So be kind. You have the power to treat yourself with kindness.

How did ASA’s “Arts + Smarts” combination help shape where you are today in life?

I never realized just how much the arts and academics intersect in life until I was in the outside world. The diverse background that I had from ASA gave me experience in the arts that so few people received at that point, as well as a solid academic background that encouraged hard work and out of the box thinking. All of that blended together to foster individuals that valued the arts, had a balance of passion and hard work, and thought critically about everything they approached, artistically or otherwise.

It’s funny, I was actually cast in a concert during college because my ability to speak in front of crowds was unusually good. I looked back at all the presentations I did every year and realized that as an actor you convey the lines, but to stand in front of a crowd and speak calmly and eloquently as yourself is a different skill entirely.

Let’s look back to a memorable (or not-so memorable) moment in the classroom or on stage. What are you thinking of? How did that experience help you grow or persevere?

During my senior year of high school, the drama department decided to do “Into the Woods” as one of the shows that year. I was cast in a decent role and was excited to be in such a large production to finish out my time in school. The set was created to be two stories high, with ramps and ladders in many different places so we could create interesting stage pictures and fun entrances and exits. During our second performance, however, the stage broke, and we had to restage the whole show while we were literally doing it. It was a whole whirlwind of chaos, but it made the performances even more exciting because we were forced to stay in the moment. All of the specific blocking, detailed lighting and structured performance was thrown out the window, and we were left to figure it out.

That experience reminded me that anything can happen, regardless of how thought-out and detailed your plan is, so all you can do is do your best in each moment, focusing on your end-goal leading you forward.

What’s your message to current ASA students?

Surround yourself with people who allow you to feel comfortable in your own skin. There are people who I went to school with at ASA that are still my close friends to this day. They allowed me to be myself, but it was integral that I was brave enough to let them see me. Like any relationship, it’s a two-way street, so be prepared for some trial and error, but in the end you will find people who love and support you for you.

Emily Nebel is a violinist who enjoys a varied career playing chamber music, performing recitals and leading orchestras. Her studies and various festivals over the years have taken her all over the world, but now her home is in London with her husband Michael, who is also a violinist.

Tell us about a “failure” or challenge that taught you something valuable.

For every achievement there are any number of failed attempts, which is something I learned the hard way. As a musician, I am frequently faced with having to audition for almost any opportunity, and I’ve found that an audition result does not necessarily reflect how “good” or “bad” I am; rather, it often has more to do with the jury’s personal taste, or even their mood on that day. It has been much more helpful for me to think of auditions as goals, and then as opportunities to self-reflect and grow, rather than indications of success or failure.

Share with us an ASA moment or memory that always brings a smile to your face.

At every school dance, when Queen’s Bohemian Rhapsody would come on, we would link arms and belt every word at the top of our lungs.

Creative thinking. Leading. Being globally minded. Which of these resonate with you or remind you of something you learned from ASA, and why?  

The curricula at ASA were always extremely innovative. Creative thinking was encouraged in every subject, by every teacher. The semesterly presentations were also paramount in the development of public speaking skills, something that easily translated to musical performance. Leading in smaller group presentations was also an integral part of our coursework, as well; everyone was challenged to reach out of their comfort zone and take the lead on certain projects. Understanding the importance of solid leadership has certainly shaped my career as a concertmaster.

What was an “a-ha” moment with an ASA teacher?

Funnily enough, a moment in 6th grade stands out. During Sinfonia rehearsal one day, I was tired and slouching in my seat, much to Mrs. Simiz’s chagrin. She turned to me and said, “You know, if you sit up straight, it will give you energy!” The ability to affect one’s mood with physicality, tapping into the power of the mind-body connection, is a concept that really stuck with me.

Give us your best lesson in resilience during these unusual 2020 times.

Unfortunately, I have not bounced back from the sudden disappearance of all of my work since March, and I’m not alone: all of the UK’s freelance musicians are struggling and feel hung out to dry. In light of the situation, it’s become increasingly important to recognize those things within our control, keep an optimistic outlook, and take good care of ourselves.

How did ASA’s “Arts + Smarts” combination help shape where you are today in life?

When I was at ASA, the academics were quite rigorous (as I’m sure they still are); as a result, when it was time for the arts classes in the afternoon, they always felt like a reward. The Arts + Smarts model has helped me to become a well-rounded person, for which I am grateful.

Let’s look back to a memorable (or not-so memorable) moment in the classroom or on stage. What are you thinking of?

In Showcase at the Orpheum Theater each year, I often participated in nearly all of the musical numbers, which kept me on my toes and left me welling with pride, asking my parents each time: “Which one was your favorite??” 

How did that experience help you grow or persevere?

Those experiences were invaluable due to the varied nature of my responsibilities. After leaving ASA, I stopped singing and quit the piano, but developing those skills certainly contributed to my comprehension and love of music.

What’s your message to current ASA students?

Listen to your interests and don’t be afraid to pursue what really excites you. Also, feel lucky that you have had the experience of going to a school like ASA. It will shape you for the rest of your life!